Friday, August 28, 2015

This is me.

I am me.
 I am my thoughts, and dreams, my ideas, and my life long hopes.
 I enjoy being alone and all to myself, when I only have to worry about my thoughts and can be the true person I am, the one no one else could ever truly know or even imagine knowing. 
When I am engulfed in myself I become lost. 
I am searching all the parts of my mind that are still mysterious to the knowledge that I have of my own being, I am discovering new things about myself that are terrifying.
 I am me when I am with my friends but only the me that they want me to be.
 The one who always has a smile on her face and is always ready for the next adventure.
 This may be me but not the true me.
 Being out in nature and enjoying gazing at stars for hours on end and becoming one with the scent of the world, that is me.
 Always listening to the one song everyone else skips, and watching the rain drops slowly slide down the window, that is me.
 Wanting to examine the whole world, and make discoveries that will change human life, that is me.                           
The me that I wish could be shown to all the world, but is trapped inside with fear.
 Fear of losing myself or becoming controlled by the monsters of the world.
 The true me will always be in my mind, heart, and soul searching for more of myself, but forever keeping it inside.
 Keeping it secret to the world.
 This is me.