Sunday, October 18, 2015

dead&alive


Nothing seems to go right and the light bulb always seems to go out right after it gets changed.
The leaves never grow back and people are leaving trash in the back of my car.
Its a mess.
One giant mess that makes me feel alive while feeling dead at the same time.                   Little rushes of adrenaline that make me feel like im jumping out of a plane, or seeing someone after a long awaited time.
But i only feel alive for a split second before it all goes back to the feeling of being dead and having people talk to me from 6 feet away.
I feel dead in my messy life as i am brought back to life.

2 comments:

  1. "I fell dead in my messy life"

    I dig that line

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  2. "But i only feel alive for a split second before it all goes back to the feeling of being dead and having people talk to me from 6 feet away."

    mmm I know what you mean man

    LOVE that line.

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